I've just made a song for my dearest elder damn-brat-mother-fucking sister, Meggya Ayunda Dellasty, here's the link for download!
Ini liriknya, sorry for bad lyrics, dek haha
M.A.D.
This all about a girl with cutie-braced-smile
Chubby and cute, I wanna pinch her a while
If someone thought she's my girlfriend and I will say " No, she's little sister of mine"
We're not family instead, but there's a chemistry which links us apart
Whatever you think, whatever you say, she's my sister in all every way
Please cheers so loud, we're making fun and laughter awaits,
our laughter awaits
Please cheers so loud, we're making fun and laughter awaits,
our laughter awaits all over time
Just be okay and make all things right
Be the sun and make all days bright, you'll never be alone
Don't mess with another, just stay cool and enjoy your life.
You'll never be regret
You're young, and have lots of passion, my dearest little sister
Tell me if your boyfriend hurts you bad, or your besties leave you
I'll be here to hear and hold you down
Tell me if you need shoulder to lay, or arms to embrace
I'll be here to hear you, I'll be here to raise you, I'll be here to hold you when you're down
Just be okay and make all things right
Be the sun and make all days bright, you'll never be alone
Don't mess with another, just stay cool and enjoy your life.
You'll never be regret
Just be okay and make all things right
Be the sun and make all days bright, you'll never be alone
Don't mess with another, just stay cool and enjoy your life.
You'll never be regret
You're young, and have lots of passion
You're young, and have lots of passion, my dearest little sister
Sorry for bad voice and song haha
Hello!
I'm Avian. I wanna tell you, I'm fucked by life, this July is realizing me.
It's kinda like, trying to prove me, that I'm weak, stupid, nothing, and so useless.
Of course, I will move on. Give up was never written in my dictionary. But now, I'm the one who get shot in my own war, I'm feeling the pain, so badly, even you know you'll be aided and healthy later, but now I'm in the way named SUFFERING!
I'm down, I need some caress and affection, from bunch of people who I want them to do. But, THEY NEVER DO THAT! They're not there, the place when I'm suffering the wounds. I always care about them, watch their play and try to always beside, are they doing the same? Fucking not.
What am I going to do?
Being hedonism to get the HAPPINESS?
Doing anything I want without any limitation?
Fuck that.
I just need caress and affection from YOU, why do YOU so numb? are YOU deaf so you can't hear my heart screaming?
have you ever care about me but you're tired to do it?
Lemme guess, you just wanna be happy without making any happiness to the others.
If suicide can be undone, I'll do that
If death can be managed as I like, I'll turn off myself til the time grace comes.
Oh fuck I'm being so EMO.
It's because of YOU. YOU are not alone, I mean, YOU refers to many people. Fuck you all!
It's kinda like, trying to prove me, that I'm weak, stupid, nothing, and so useless.
Of course, I will move on. Give up was never written in my dictionary. But now, I'm the one who get shot in my own war, I'm feeling the pain, so badly, even you know you'll be aided and healthy later, but now I'm in the way named SUFFERING!
I'm down, I need some caress and affection, from bunch of people who I want them to do. But, THEY NEVER DO THAT! They're not there, the place when I'm suffering the wounds. I always care about them, watch their play and try to always beside, are they doing the same? Fucking not.
What am I going to do?
Being hedonism to get the HAPPINESS?
Doing anything I want without any limitation?
Fuck that.
I just need caress and affection from YOU, why do YOU so numb? are YOU deaf so you can't hear my heart screaming?
have you ever care about me but you're tired to do it?
Lemme guess, you just wanna be happy without making any happiness to the others.
If suicide can be undone, I'll do that
If death can be managed as I like, I'll turn off myself til the time grace comes.
Oh fuck I'm being so EMO.
It's because of YOU. YOU are not alone, I mean, YOU refers to many people. Fuck you all!
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Selasa, 20 Juli 2010
This is what called LIFE!
LIFE IS SICK, FAKE, BUT TORTURING!
What we're been living for?
This facts can make wounds more painfully:
we're met to be left
we say hi to say goodbye
we're caring to be abandoned
we're something to be nothing
we ressurect to be buried
we're raised to be fallen
we're walking to be frozen
we're loved as we're disliked
we're founded to be disbanded
we're here to be moved
and...
we're born to die
bye
What we're been living for?
This facts can make wounds more painfully:
we're met to be left
we say hi to say goodbye
we're caring to be abandoned
we're something to be nothing
we ressurect to be buried
we're raised to be fallen
we're walking to be frozen
we're loved as we're disliked
we're founded to be disbanded
we're here to be moved
and...
we're born to die
bye
When who's different turnaround and be the same
I thought you're different, the one who's different. But you're not.
You just tease me with that different at the beginning, but I'm sink on your tease.
I care for you, but you don't. It's okay, but later, I feel so lonely and being self-stupid-ing like this.
Please be different again, don't be the same.
It's that you, or just me? Fuck life!
You just tease me with that different at the beginning, but I'm sink on your tease.
I care for you, but you don't. It's okay, but later, I feel so lonely and being self-stupid-ing like this.
Please be different again, don't be the same.
It's that you, or just me? Fuck life!
Kenapa?
Kenapa jaman sekarang:
-cowok menunjukkan kejantanannya justru dengan kekanak-kanakannya?
-cewek menunjukkan kebenarannya justru dengan cara yang kurang kekeluargaan?
-cewek minta disamakannya derajatnya, tapi nyatanya mereka terlalu mendapat banyak "kewajaran"?
-banyak manusia yang "MALING TERIAK MALING"?
-banyak manusia yang termakan stigma logika yang murahan?
-banyak yang mencinta tapi diselimuti suudzan dan rasa "ketidak-mau-kehilangan-kepemilikan-an" yang besar?
-orang banyak yang berpikiran yang jelek itu selamanya akan jelek?
-orang tidak mau belajar sendiri dan apa apa maunya instan?
-orang banyak yang gak mau mengalah?
-orang kaya memandang sejauh mata memandangnya saja, tapi dia tidak memerhatikan keadaan sekitar?
-begini, kenapa gak begitu?
-cowok menunjukkan kejantanannya justru dengan kekanak-kanakannya?
-cewek menunjukkan kebenarannya justru dengan cara yang kurang kekeluargaan?
-cewek minta disamakannya derajatnya, tapi nyatanya mereka terlalu mendapat banyak "kewajaran"?
-banyak manusia yang "MALING TERIAK MALING"?
-banyak manusia yang termakan stigma logika yang murahan?
-banyak yang mencinta tapi diselimuti suudzan dan rasa "ketidak-mau-kehilangan-kepemilikan-an" yang besar?
-orang banyak yang berpikiran yang jelek itu selamanya akan jelek?
-orang tidak mau belajar sendiri dan apa apa maunya instan?
-orang banyak yang gak mau mengalah?
-orang kaya memandang sejauh mata memandangnya saja, tapi dia tidak memerhatikan keadaan sekitar?
-begini, kenapa gak begitu?
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Senin, 19 Juli 2010
Just a Bad Romance
okay you're kinda like gone, be happy without talking with me
you're kinda serious thing, and I hate this fact
if I can bury this feeling down, I'll do it
but how about you?
just change yourself to make things better, or better I leave?
I need another option to respawn the chemistry
see ya
you're kinda serious thing, and I hate this fact
if I can bury this feeling down, I'll do it
but how about you?
just change yourself to make things better, or better I leave?
I need another option to respawn the chemistry
see ya
HEMMMMM I'M BINUSIAN
Long time no post ya
hemmmmm
Ya now I'm a Binusian, gue daftar di Binus karena ngeliat prospek yang bagus di sana
Biaya emang mahal, maka dari itu gue harus serius kuliah di sana
Semoga aja gue kuat, soalnya jaraknya itu yang lumayan bikin pantat tepos hemmmmmm
wish me luck guys!
hemmmmm
Ya now I'm a Binusian, gue daftar di Binus karena ngeliat prospek yang bagus di sana
Biaya emang mahal, maka dari itu gue harus serius kuliah di sana
Semoga aja gue kuat, soalnya jaraknya itu yang lumayan bikin pantat tepos hemmmmmm
wish me luck guys!
I'm being FUCKED by July!
July, the seventh month in 2010. This BAD LUCKS will be updated!
sort by date :
1. Late-known about college payment
2. My drummer, Nanda, can't attend the exercise suddenly, and 2 hours exercise can be cut, so one hundred thousand rupiahs spent for it, for nothing
3 and 4. My girlfriend, Karina, didn't text me, give me a news or something word
5. My sister, Della, get slipped in the stairs, thank god she's okay
6. My girlfriend accompanied me to Binus, earlier, we made a plan to watch movie, and that's CANCELED cause my key is LOST, and FOUND at 4 o'clock, son of a bitch!
7. When I arrived at school with Ucha, my motorcycle is being on the ground, dammit
8. When I had meal with Ucha and Cita, we didn't get the usual fried chicken, but in just a moment, the usual fried chicken is served, JUST A MOMENT WHEN WE HAVE SERVED! fucka!
9. I made a plan to meet my bestie, Arla, at a restaurant,but she had not much time, but rain is down, I still keep reaching it, but in the middle of the way, I stepped aside, and waiting for the rain stopped, but I won't make it, so I tell her to go home first, than wait for me so long, and at that time, I've sodden first. Thank God for a BEAUTIFUL Friday -______-
---being updated---
sort by date :
1. Late-known about college payment
2. My drummer, Nanda, can't attend the exercise suddenly, and 2 hours exercise can be cut, so one hundred thousand rupiahs spent for it, for nothing
3 and 4. My girlfriend, Karina, didn't text me, give me a news or something word
5. My sister, Della, get slipped in the stairs, thank god she's okay
6. My girlfriend accompanied me to Binus, earlier, we made a plan to watch movie, and that's CANCELED cause my key is LOST, and FOUND at 4 o'clock, son of a bitch!
7. When I arrived at school with Ucha, my motorcycle is being on the ground, dammit
8. When I had meal with Ucha and Cita, we didn't get the usual fried chicken, but in just a moment, the usual fried chicken is served, JUST A MOMENT WHEN WE HAVE SERVED! fucka!
9. I made a plan to meet my bestie, Arla, at a restaurant,but she had not much time, but rain is down, I still keep reaching it, but in the middle of the way, I stepped aside, and waiting for the rain stopped, but I won't make it, so I tell her to go home first, than wait for me so long, and at that time, I've sodden first. Thank God for a BEAUTIFUL Friday -______-
---being updated---
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Jumat, 09 Juli 2010
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